If you take a look at my Facebook or my Instagram, you will see that I’m not someone to complain. I’ve got friends, I love to travel to diferent places and I look happy. Why am I writing this article? Some people already told me things like “I wish I were like you”, “your life seems cool! So jealous ;)”
Let me say it right: You just see what I decided to post and It’s nothing like that in real life. My life is not an Instagram life. I went through dark and sad moments. Maybe just right now it’s one of them. I don’t feel so good, i’m a little nostalgic and sad. And it’s not a problem, THAT’S life. Life is not being perfect and happy all the time.
So I’m talking to you, behind your screen. Maybe you’re just reading this post and smiling or you really understand what I mean. If you feel sad or alone, you’re not. Everyone of us is feeling that but little of us show it. Do not focus on everything you see on internet. People are posting what they want you to see. Some of them show you how perfect their lives are but most of the time, it’s those one who are the most alone.
This post may be useless but I’m not in a good mood, I ask myself a lot of questions and I’m listening quite sad musics. I feel like Bridget Jones right now and I just need to cry with an ice cream pot and a cheesy movie.
But life is made of up and downs. That’s the beauty of it.
Funny, I don’t write a lot in this blog. To be honest, I don’t have time 🙂
I remember just one year ago, I was stressed of moving in Paris for my internship. Everything was changing and it can be scary at some points. I didn’t know the city and Paris is not a small one. My friends were evereywhere but in this place. Everything was new but I wouldn’t change a thing for anything. I was happy. Maybe this is what I can say about this experience. I loved so much my parisian life that I extented my internship and stayed until the last day I could. I made new and wonderful friends and explored the city with them. What I loved? Discovering. I went to theaters, cinemas, concerts, restaurants, museums, parcs, radio and TV shows, book signing and so on. Everything I didn’t do before, I tried to do it. And that’s why I loved so much big cities. You have always something to do 🙂
Now I’m back in school. I miss my new friends even if I have my old ones that I love. I almost lived with them for one year so it’s difficult the first weeks to be back in a smaller city without my habits “metro, boulot, dodo” I could say but it was more. It was a way of life that I embraced. I loved my friends, my neighborhood, my colleagues, my job. In one word: my life.
It’s complicated to be back in your old student life without any revenu. Fortunately, my courses are interesting this year and I leave for Canada in 3 months for a new university. Once again, one year ago, I couldn’t imagine all these things!
I’m young but one thing I learned during my studies is:
If you want so badly something, you have to work hard and go for it!
Time is running so quickly when you’re busy. I enjoy every minutes of my life.
Young – Free – Lonely – Unique
1 – PILLOWTALK by ZAYN : Yes please, that’s pure perfection.
2 – Sorryby Justin Bieber : I love his last album! He’s becoming so much great with his new style. Wow I never through I would say that one day.
3 – Love Yourself by Eminem : I just saw 8 mile this year (14 years after its release damn ..) and I feel like I missed something. I knew some of his songs but I never been listening it properly. Eminem is quite a rap god. Seriously.
4 – Hands To Myself by Selena Gomez : She’s a goddess
5 – Complicated by Avril Lavigne : Feeling nostalgic.
It would be a lie to say I wasn’t looking forward to hear his first EP as a solo artist. He has something in his style and voice I loved and I knew, once he left his boysband, he could do something nice with his own musical universe. I was even glad that finally, one of them left. I enjoy listening 1D because you can sing along with their songs easily and it’s fun but here, it’s another level. It’s so much better.
What I love the most is the fact that even if it wasn’t Zayn singing this, I would love it because Pillowtalk is the kind of music I’m fond of.
I would like to share with you the places where I lived and where I’m going to live very soon because it is now part of me. It’s a great opportunity to have the possibility to travel but it’s even better when you can stay for more than a month. In fact, you can discover lots of little things of the culture, inhabitants’ habits and way of life. I loved the small city where I’m born which is famous all over the world for its prestigious wines and the city where I studied business for 4 years which is full of resources and amazingly beautiful. Then I enjoyed to go far away from France to be immersed in the asian culture that is so different from the European one. And now, i’m going to live in Paris for a few months because of my new internship in an international company wishing I will live wonderful moments such as the ones I had in the others cities!
And you, where did you live ? Where do you want to live ?